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By Andrew Crosthwaite


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Three Times on Two Wheels
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By Caroline Emmerson

Busted
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Conquering Fears
By Fabian Dearaujo


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Conquering Fears

By Fabian Dearaujo

Each of us living here knows the feeling of moving to a new country and starting a new life. Many of us left behind dreams and ambitions in the pursuit of fulfilling monetary goals. Even though in the United States I was able to reach many personal goals, others evaded me.

Alexander the Great conquered his fears and accomplished his greatest achievements after leaving Macedonia and traveling to lands thousands of miles away from his home. One of the things that I had always wanted to do was to ride a motorcycle, sweeping through the corners and flying down straights. However, riding in America is synonymous with brawls, attitude and bad boys--not the crowd I wanted to run with. Not to mention the fact that my family would have disowned me for even thinking about buying a motorcycle. One evening as I sat in my Floridian condo I decided that in order for me to accomplish my remaining goals, and ride my bike to freedom, I needed to change my scenery. Influences in my personal life at the time got me on the path to realizing my lost goals in Taiwan.  

I first set foot in Taiwan it was Friday night September 1 st , 2005.   The first thing that caught my eye was the sight of two-wheeled freedom everywhere. Of course trying to fulfill goals when you have just moved to a new country is not the first thing on one's mind.

 


Fate is a funny thing and one of its twists dropped me off with a Taiwanese family in the San-Min district. On my second day I was ushered around the city and the sights; shops and streets were explained to me. Of course, by the time we got home I remembered nothing. Then destiny happened. We were standing in the alley when the father stepped out of the garage with his Kymco 125cc, five-speed motorcycle. The moment I saw it, images of me cruising down the street flooded my imagination. He asked me if I had ever

 

ridden a motorcycle before.   For a half second I pondered how I should reply. Obviously, if I said that I had never ridden before, which was the truth, he probably wouldn't let me ride his bike. On the other, if I lied he would likely allow me to borrow his bike. Knowing that I would need a way to get to Mandarin class and work, lying seemed like the best option. So, I told him that I had lots of riding experience.

He handed me the keys and I started shaking with worry.   I had no idea what to do. I sat on the bike for about thirty seconds looking at it. I finally called the father over and asked him to give me a few pointers about changing gears. He seemed shocked. I was worried he would realize I'd lied so I told him that bikes in the U.S. were different from the motorcycles here. I explained I just needed a quick overview to get started. He told to me how to change the gears and offered a few suggestions about braking and I was off.

It was about 10 o'clock at night when I rode into the wind letting it blow through my hair, carelessly turning here and there, riding through the maze of the Sam-Min district. In my excitement I overlooked two small but important details. The fist occurred to me when I glanced at the gas gauge, which was on empty--I don't mean bordering on the red zone that warns you that you are almost out of gasoline--it was buried at the bottom of the huge "E". It was at the same moment that I looked around and realized that I had no idea where I was or how to get home. I didn't have any money, identification or a phone with me. Panic set in quickly. I pulled myself together and tried to figure out how I was going to find my way home. Earlier in the day I'd noticed a sizeable park near where I was staying and figured that if I could find the park then I could find the house. Twenty minutes and half a bucket of nervous sweat later I happened upon the park and was on my way home.


When I reached the house the whole family came outside laughing and asking me if I had got lost. I was not amused. My first question was if the gas gauge was working properly. I was hoping that he would say that it was broken and that I hadn't been lost without any petrol, but he reassured me that everything on the bike was working properly. For a moment I sat there realizing that things could have turned out much differently and that I could be lost, penniless and scared. Instead, I had mounted my metal stallion and braved this new world and triumphed over my fears.

 


That day instilled in me a new passion: one that has blazed a trail of my new life here in Taiwan. In the time of Alexander the Great his horse carried him across distant lands on great adventures. For the modern adventurer the horse has been replaced by horse power ranging from 50cc all the way to 2000cc motorcycle engines. The ride I took on the 125cc that day sparked the idea of fulfilling my goal of owing my own middleweight bike. Today, I own that 600cc bike and a 180cc and have accomplished my goal thousands of miles away from home.

How I came to own the middleweight bike is a story of its own. But that one has more to do with beauty than with triumph.....