Shutdowns, Meltdowns and Near Mental Breakdowns

By Pawl English

Have you ever been given good advice and simply ignored it? Well I suggest that you don’t make the same mistake as I did and ignore this.

Being an enthusiastic amateur photographer, I recently purchased a Sony Cybershot digital camera. It was bought principally for use during a five-week trip to my homeland of England, with side excursions to Hong Kong and Thailand. My reason for going to Hong Kong was specifically to take photographs for my photographic website www.randomizedimages.com. I needed desperatly to invigorate my site. At this point I had been living in Taiwan for about 18 months and craved variety.

I arrived in Hong Kong first. It was a photographer’s dream, complete with towering skyscrapers and exotic streets saturated with life and color. I scoured the streets, explored all the nooks and crannies, and spent hours taking multitudes of pictures. My favorite find (having a propensity for the gothic), was two sprawling graveyards: one Catholic and one Christian. The Christian graveyard was dark, wintry and vine covered. The Catholic graveyard however surpassed this; it had the same dark charm but was ostentatiously lit-up with Catholic displays of ornamentation, angels, cherubs, and depictions of Christ and Mary.

I returned to my room and uploaded my photographs onto the computer. One picture, a sculpture of Mary Magdalene carrying Christ’s cross, was incredible. It’s difficult to explain why this picture pleased me so and for reasons about to be explained, I am not in a position to show you.

Then I moved on to England. I was on the train to Cornwall, the beautiful county on the southwestern tip of England, to visit a friend when the first disaster struck. I was on a spacious comfortable train, which had a power outlet that enabled me to do some much needed work on my site. Incidentally, I hadn’t been able to upload any pictures yet as my friends that I had stayed with were either not online or were connected with archaic dial-up modems. As I arrived in the port town of St. Austell I became alarmed. My computer would not shutdown. Having to disembark quickly I pulled out the power cord…

I now recalled that piece of advice given to me in earnest by a distraught friend:

”Back up your files!”

My computer never fully worked again. A computer engineer in Cornwall informed me that I had lost all of my files that were not backed up. My mind reeled as I realized that the thousands of pictures I had just taken had gone into the nether—not to mention the new website I was working on, and other files and artwork.

But then, later, the guy called me and told me, “I’ve saved your files.” I replied “I love you.” And I did. So, of course, after this harsh warning I backed up my files.

Well…actually I didn’t.

Due to the damage to my computer and my transient state I had no opportunity to back them up. My CD burner had quit from the breakdown and, having no connection, I was unable to upload anything to the internet. As it turned out, the computer-tech saying my computer was fixed had been a misnomer. My computer had become extremely unstable.

Thailand was divine. Many more photographs were taken. My computer held out.

I returned to Taiwan living out of a suitcase. Still, I had no Internet, so I backed up my files religiously on my external hard drive. I felt almost secure, but my friend’s advice continued to haunt me. I really wanted to put the files on CD.

Then unbelievable simultaneous bolts of misfortune stuck. I was trying to clean up my internal and external hard drives. I got the bright idea of erasing my internal hard drive by rebooting my computer. The seemingly logical idea of relying upon my external hard drive to keep my files while I completed the two-hour task was my undoing. It crashed of its own accord just after I wiped the files from my internal system.


  After weeks of anguish, including looking for a computer specialist whose shop, according to the address I’d been given, was in the middle of a river, I finally sent my computer to a Canadian firm in Singapore. They delightfully informed me that the files could be recovered for 1,600 USD$. The hard-drive had melted-down.
 

In the end I lost more than 3,500 MP3s, 2,000 photographs, a large amount of art-work and files, as well as the new website I had designed in its entirety.

Does my misfortune rank as a disaster? It certainly pales in significance compared to recent tsunamis, hurricanes, and plane crashes. But can the word “disaster” not also be related to bad hair days, broken nails and burned soup?

Suffice to say I am writing this from my new shiny notebook, which is constantly backed up in multiple, impregnable locations.